To Life in the Making

This books helping me to understand and not feel so alone in my ways,

at least so they say on the book. "millions of people bought it" so at least a million feel similar ways

this was how i was feeling when i was out of work for couple months 

how many eggs how many baskets

but now its more like this.

i still manage to do the basics though

sauerkraut still making

chickens are getting bigger

they say this^, but to me heart is also where the home is.

so I've been working on mine

it was hectic at first trying to figure out how things can fit 

but its slowly coming together

crown molding for the ceiling

 with some rope lights tucked in around the perimeter to add non direct lighting 

got the faucet, the R/O water system and basically everything from habitat from humanity

its amazing what rich people give away when there moving in and remodeling

there houses and then giving it to habitat for a tax write off convenient for me

this was made from a solid oak threshold for a door, I cut it into strips I was trying to save money, 

but ended up burning out the motor in the table saw. so it costed me way more 

than if i were to just buy the wood new.

"2 steps forward one step back so they say"

glued and weighed it down

walah!!!!!


big cutting board 


diced some cabbage for sauerkraut for the first time on it


that felt good

there it is so far. still got to add more character, but got the basics 

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put in running water and ran electricity to the stove, fridge.

"

its just one thing after the other no dead ends here just cycles

you know that reminds me  some times i actually don't mind waiting at a stop sign cause you never know who you might see"