"Realistic"

Being realistic everything that I need costs at least 100 dollars or more 

so i don't think I'll be using this card soon

front coils springs 200 

recently paid car insurance 200

 renewed registration 110

soon to do paint job 400

Back to the house project "I was really being unrealistic"....

putting sliders on the dresser drawers

making a closet

Of course with the cold nights having to install insulation under the floor

i saved some money on the wire because we get scraps from work, 

untangling it sucked..

using that wire to run switches that turn the light on from one side of the room

 

and then able to turn it off from the other 

then adding a front door knob

right now working on slider drawers for the kitchen cabinets

so back to my off in the distant future dream 

 each one of these cards has about 13 hours of music on it

 7 years of me playing everyday

the more I record the more i realize that in order to be a 

real recording musician you have to put time in, like its your job

recordings NOTTT FUN especially learning how to record Ive been working on the same song for years because its not about finishing the song its about learning the process of recording a song.

  the problem with this is I can't keep up with the stack of songs I have 

so for my new years resolution

I am going to do my best to put a song on every two weeks 

heres one 

"futures so bright sometimes you gotta make shades"

'Tis the Season

 Listening to Christmas music

Happy Holidays

"Chance"

I am soon ready to take "THE CHANCE"

 Been collecting money as I pass !!

every week for the past 4 years 

  

   with that money, accumulating the tools required

been doing the grunt work

and been fine tuning, what my PASSION... is

 making sure 

when I take that "chance card" 

I'm ready for it!!

 got a taste of "chance" had 2 months, no work.
 with hardly any money coming in, 

that made me realize "the boat better float"

so while enslaved, still need a lense 

been using my phone for the close ups

Got a little debt, damn Hippie workshops 

was needing a keyboard 

but got my christmas bonus today,

Yesss!!

4 months rent

Figure I can get on my feet by then

find a way to make work, work for me :) 

a little more money on my recording studio and house

but mostly its just labor to do. 

then its time to flip the "chance" card around...
   and I don't think I'm going to trade this in.

  my plans not to take out my work week just flip it, have a 5 day weekend
meaning having Freedom to do my own work, which are on these cards. and have a 2 day money work week.
                         I'm sure it will be a three day but heres to looking up.                             

To Life in the Making

This books helping me to understand and not feel so alone in my ways,

at least so they say on the book. "millions of people bought it" so at least a million feel similar ways

this was how i was feeling when i was out of work for couple months 

how many eggs how many baskets

but now its more like this.

i still manage to do the basics though

sauerkraut still making

chickens are getting bigger

they say this^, but to me heart is also where the home is.

so I've been working on mine

it was hectic at first trying to figure out how things can fit 

but its slowly coming together

crown molding for the ceiling

 with some rope lights tucked in around the perimeter to add non direct lighting 

got the faucet, the R/O water system and basically everything from habitat from humanity

its amazing what rich people give away when there moving in and remodeling

there houses and then giving it to habitat for a tax write off convenient for me

this was made from a solid oak threshold for a door, I cut it into strips I was trying to save money, 

but ended up burning out the motor in the table saw. so it costed me way more 

than if i were to just buy the wood new.

"2 steps forward one step back so they say"

glued and weighed it down

walah!!!!!


big cutting board 


diced some cabbage for sauerkraut for the first time on it


that felt good

there it is so far. still got to add more character, but got the basics 

.
put in running water and ran electricity to the stove, fridge.

"

its just one thing after the other no dead ends here just cycles

you know that reminds me  some times i actually don't mind waiting at a stop sign cause you never know who you might see"