Rainy Day Love Song

I like rainy days it makes it easy to stay inside and create 

"HOW COME"

Heres one of the seeds I've been watering

today was full on 

I never recorded with a band before so that was an amazing experience  

thanks guys for making one of my dreams come true 

especially Todd Hanigann for recording and playing guitar, helping support me with my music

That took all day,
 So I got not nothing else to say,
 but
 goodnight

From my Fire comes my Fuel

It aint no five acre lot

 but I gotta start somewhere

What I learned from workin on the strawberry fields

 make sure to mantain and water

 but this time my seed 

the wait

How does that saying go 

oh yeah, montra

"Patience is a virtue","Patience is a virtue","Patience is a virtue"

Im realizing theres no instant gratification when its real

My Field of Dreams

Oh the endless possibilties all those seeds I have and this fertile field

But... 

"Reality"

Its hard growing 

 To actually believe that I can do this

 all there is for sure is dirt and

 these little things in a packet with a picture of what it might become

 theres no cake to eat

on the other side of the road

There we go
 look I can see it

 it's easy, already to go 

all the works been done, just got to go get my slice

and just water and mantain whats there

I mean this is great and all but i didn't just want a field of strawberries   

^MY MIND^

 eating some where nice ok

 watching somebody elses inspiration ok 

 reading the independent, see what else people are creating out of there lives

 this is what else im supposed to do

it helps with my supression 

 so this is how I should look 

get my image so I at least look full and presentable to people

Ok got it

I think I had enough for tonight

sighhh 

I dont want strawberry fields forever

Welp time to go to Bed

Tommorow Is the Biggest log in the Fire

working out in the field

"may the tide come in and bring my life with it"

Jesus Buddah Krishna 

 i know you guys are giving me the wind for my sails, 

you guys are blowin pretty hard, 

please help me to stop draggin and pick up my anchor so I can set sail

 Amen, Ohm, Namaste 

***SEEDS OF CHANGE***

                                                           

That looks like a pretty good packet
 I think I'll grow that Too...

 I have so many seeds 

theres shelves full

"fruition"

But to get to here^this is where I struggle 

With this whole life thing and all its seasons

so even if I look like a fool

 I got to start somewhere 

because hangin out in nowhere 

the music is nails on a chalk board 

 everything tastes like chicken
and all they got is bud light and St.Pauli's on tap 
I ain't feelin good off any of that

  So staying here is getting alittle uncomfortable 

 If people start staring because im taking photos of seeds
 wondering what the F im doing,
 I'll just say "take a picture it will last longer" 

and so this guy did
he must of went to college, cause he went all literal on me
Jokin Chuck
 have fun in long beach


May I grow from the rain..
and the wind just make my roots stronger....

"Lights, Camera, Action"

"I've been saving"

"Finally the last Penny"

"ACTION"

I got my Camera

This should Be Fun