My Field of Dreams

Oh the endless possibilties all those seeds I have and this fertile field

But... 

"Reality"

Its hard growing 

 To actually believe that I can do this

 all there is for sure is dirt and

 these little things in a packet with a picture of what it might become

 theres no cake to eat

on the other side of the road

There we go
 look I can see it

 it's easy, already to go 

all the works been done, just got to go get my slice

and just water and mantain whats there

I mean this is great and all but i didn't just want a field of strawberries   

^MY MIND^

 eating some where nice ok

 watching somebody elses inspiration ok 

 reading the independent, see what else people are creating out of there lives

 this is what else im supposed to do

it helps with my supression 

 so this is how I should look 

get my image so I at least look full and presentable to people

Ok got it

I think I had enough for tonight

sighhh 

I dont want strawberry fields forever

Welp time to go to Bed

Tommorow Is the Biggest log in the Fire

working out in the field

"may the tide come in and bring my life with it"

Jesus Buddah Krishna 

 i know you guys are giving me the wind for my sails, 

you guys are blowin pretty hard, 

please help me to stop draggin and pick up my anchor so I can set sail

 Amen, Ohm, Namaste